how many of you have been in a long term relationship? say like 5-9 + years?
how many of you have nurtured your long term relationship knowing that at some point you would open it up and share it with other bodies, other pleasures, and fulfill fantasies?
i’m surrounded by sexuality. some of it is so fucking beautiful, hot, delicious, naughty, slutty, and decadent. It’s such a pleasure to be around it, and yet respect boundaries, respect permissions or non permissions, see all kinds of stimulating energy, and soak up the downright sweet sensations.
some of it, I will admit. Is ugly. It’s manipulative, selfish, and creates wounds and pain. *not the chosen kind! I wish more love, patience, kindness, foundation, and willingness to treat sexuality with more tender loving care. Be patient, think through the consequences. Take the time to get to know somebody, I mean really know them. Ask for their papers, know what you are getting yourself into. we are all human, we make mistakes. but purposeful dishonesty, and lying….. well it’s heartbreaking.
Human sexuality is evolving. It goes through some missteps as we learn more about ourselves, and what we enjoy, what get’s us off, what turns us on. The more we talk about it, the more we experience it, the more we share, the more we grow, learn, and from my personal experience the more juicy the pleasure becomes.
so.
last night……
I was so honry.
I was enjoying sharing digital sexuality. it was so yummmmmmmmy. To have playgrounds that lovers support and encourage, is something that I cherish and am so grateful for! I get excited!
All I can think of is that first time when I get my hands, lips, feet, toes, armpit, wrapped up with a new cock. You know that first time you hold it, the first time it goes hard in your hands, the first time you get to touch it, taste it, lick it. The first time it slides into my pussy and I can feel it throbbing and pulsating from excitement! The first time my lover watches and enjoys me with another………
We were on a date last night, having a glass of wine in a bar where nobody knows us, and all I could think of was, what if my love had another man show up. What would I do? I know enough from our time together that my love would have spent the time to get to know this one, take the time to know if it was a good fit. I know that my brain and my caution would not have to go on overdrive. I would know that I could move forward and allow the feelings, the sensations, and the pure desire to take over and enjoy what is being offered. It drives me crazy thinking about it! I love the fantasy.
I enjoyed just the two of us when we got home, making out all over the car in the driveway before we entered the house. touching rubbing, grinding, so excited to get naked and feel him all over me. It was almost like having two men in the room. My imagination was running wild, and my love, and a few toys made it feel like I was being filled up! I went to sleep peacefully, naked, excited to see what the next day brings!
so then I slept.
I slept last night filled with naughty dreams. Oh the yumminess. Out of nowhere I am making out and rubbing Alexander Scarsgards (you know Eric from True Blood) erect penis through his pants. Fuck it was so hot! He was not a vampire in my dream. It was daylight, and the wind was blowing. I remember thinking oh my baby love is going to love watching this! haha dreams are so hot!
needless to say my nipples were hard all night, juices were dripping, and my naked and soft skin kept rubbing all over myself as I tossed and turned, making out with my dreams. fuck
p.s. I uploaded a photo from this morning first thing onto slutbooth. mmmmmmmmmmm Cum find me if you like. Be nice, be respectful, and we can share fun flirty exhibitionist/voyeur times.
YUM!